issues? I have fucking bound volumes

tell me when it is that nice guys don't finish last
lead me to believe that life is fair and everyone is equal and loved
give me hope that society will reward people for good deeds and that its monsters do not get
free housing, meals, entertainment, as well as immortality for the names manson, gacy, bundy, and Dahmer and I will smile. I feel the worlds heel crushing down on me, grinding for wanting to lead a simple life, pay my bills off and enjoy technology. I did not ask for new challenges or adventures, so why force these experiences on me?